GOD!!!!

God is the only one that knows the best exit, the best choice, the best place, the best plan, the BEST HE KNOWS IT ALL!!!! SO much an awarness that I want to be close to GOD..... close to his heart.... in many ways I feel like in this picture with my niece.... the ride doesn't seem secure and comfortable YET I am on it and there's no way around, the amazing thing is that maybe for the first time in my life I WANT THIS no matter how scary & uncomfortable it is.... because I know that God is with me and that it will be fun and maybe at the end of it I WILL BE different I will experience TRUST like never before, I will see the world like never before, I might have some bruses from the ride but I know that YOU will be there with me not only YOU BUT GOD too.... I Must believe that the plans that God has for me are like that dessert good and ready to melt in my mouth!

Too many things to think about: Fear of God, Sadness, HOPE, Openess, Brokeness, Sin, Love, 2009, 5 months away, when, where, how, honesty, missing, Prayer, friendship, ministry, children, woman, beauty...............................LOVE

Off for a run...