Monday, September 20, 2010

Conquered.......









Yup it was after my trip to Thailand and I saw this photos.... oh my oh my... I started and realized I need a life changing experience... and the weight will NOT come off, for 3 months I have been working out pretty much every single time I have off and the weight has dropped only 6 KGM........ YET I have learned soo much about my body and love.- Love to Self, amazingly enough I have come to realized that a lot of my weight gain is rooted in not being able to love myself ....GOD LOVES ME... I accept and somewhat understand that .... Frank loves me... mmm hard one to understand yet God has taken me into this journey of exploring the reason why I can't accept my body and more than that LOVE it.....

My personal Trainer James, often tells me "YOU CAN DO IT" mmmm I have been amazed to see how much this AMAZING body can do... Thank you God for having this body, for years I haven't been able to say that this is a breakthrough........ the weight will come off as I learn to live a life of smart choices and healthy planning..... YET I AM CONTENT for what I've learned... still have a long way to go and again I have to realized that this choices are not just short term but a long life decision!!!

Love life...live for LIVE!!!

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

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With their "tax and spend" rhetoric the gods have effectively used the Republicans to transfer responsibility for the $14 trillion national debt to the Democrats.
Ronald Reagan spent the communist block into submission with defense buildup, and in the process increased the debt from $1 trillion in 1980 to $6 trillion when he left office.
W charged both the Iraq and Afghanistan wars to the national debt, honest numbers to come.
Recall Clinton ran a surpuls at the end of his Administration. Fueled by low petrolium prices, understand how the god's other tools were used to create this "revelry cycle", one which assures people have little motivation to pursue the path and repair their relationship with the gods, for contentment never motivated anyone.
As the gods used W to initiate the recession with deliberate legislation changes, ones which allowed the sub-prime fiasco and corporate irresponsibility which led to the multi-trillion dollar stimulous package, expect this wasn't the first Republican-led attempt or the beginning of the god's "reverse positioning" strategy designed to create an enviornment to motivate people. Much like the immigration issue, where the intent of the vocal masses contradicts the god's true intent of clue warning against coming to the US, many (most) conservatives and those capitalizing had alterior motivives to these eras of "deficit spending":::::
With legislation facilitating temptation to those who are in position the gods have created a trap, much like the tax code and other examples throughout the economy, which will be addressed in these individual's future lives, and fulfills the goals of motivation the gods have laid out for the peasantry:::The gods prey on the wealthy with temptation too.
These are FINE examples of steps the gods took to ensure a sufficiently deceptive environment as the masses began to understand the god's sytem and methodology. For those who would listen I was used to assist people to rapidly increase their understanding of this system. Unfortunate for me, the gods can claim they never intended this, despite being control freaks who guide everything specifically and have the power to force it with AI, and now they are free to fuck my brains out subsequently. Lucky me.

10:10p
Those whom the gods wanted to have confidence in their relationship were told when to take their money and put it into real estate. After selling at the peak of the market,they were able to reinvest in the market at DJIA 6,000.
This is a big part of the scam we have recently witnessed. Expect this to be the way gangsters and those who "go along" steal in this modern era.
I do not want individuals such as this to learn from me. You wanted a bitch should have used JC.
If you had any worth you'd be killing all along now, no reincarnation. Fuck saving everyone for the Apocalypse.
Buttfucking gods. I hope they die.
"The Crucible" happened with Amy for a reason.

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