Nov 30....................... Disneyland..........

EFM went to Disneyland today.............here some pictures...........my heart has all sort of emotions that I never had........ Feel at peace and in desperate need of God's wisdom and guidance!

A bit scared of going home..........next year......and really what's next!!! I feel alive like I never felt before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

November 24....................

Excitement...........HOPE............Risk...........Friendship..........Love.....
Happiness...........future............Fear..........dissapointment....... TRUST.....
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My life will be so empty without you! Those words made my day today!

Days like today LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AND I AM HAPPY TO BE ALIVE! and just like in the picture I am coming out to this new season with a smile..........


Off to sleep tomorrow early Breakfast!

Thanksgiving......

So this year we managed to have a thanksgiving dinner for EFM..... surprisingly the turkey was good....first time baking pecan pie and it was not bad.... the weather is getting colder like something in my heart and in my life!!

I wish the warm of the spring will come to my heart..........I need to start packing and cleaning and buy gifts and change my brain into a language that sometimes sounds so foreign to me........

What is on my mind today:
Too early and I can't sleep, you are still on my mind, I wake up and God said "I know your thoughts" and I feel peace, Future, risk to be rejected, play the guitar, is cold, diego luna, my mom, phone cards, travel, church, love, glances, what is true and what isn't?, WAITING, the goodness of God, Love to self, movies, schedules, laundy....and again YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Turtles in the Hong Kong park............

The greatest love

"The greater, the love the deeper the freedom and the bigger the place for you to dream"

Those were the words of one of the EFM students today, I dont know why somehow it went straight to my heart and realized that was she was saying was true.......

To love to risk to give to surrender to dream........... the hardest thing to do is to TRUST!!!!! sometimes I wonder if I would find that place of loving without expecting anything in return without having a selfish ambition to get something to feel something..............

TO LOVE IS A CHOICE................never soo clear like this days in my life!


Sometimes to love is the hardest thing to do.........

Looking ahead....

People that make my life happy and sometimes complicated.........yet beautiful!! Chocolate and coffee........ a good yet dangerous combination!!
The statement of the day????????????? YES I DO...

Life???????? sometimes beautiful I am learning things I never thought I could... I am entering a new season that I am sometimes scared to discover!!!
Me...........

The art of knowing yourself!

Questions that go thorught my mind........is like the wind it reminds me of the wind in El Paso ........... Have realized that I don't know myself I don't know what I want for my life, future and even present..... thoughs that are in my mind:
Patience, Love, Waiting, Freedom, pureza, Nostalgia, a good book, a good friend, surprises, emotions.............the color green, Christmas, distance, friendship, marriage, commitment...GOD

Discovering yourself is not always an easy thing to do..............